Surgery Date Set

3 11 2008

Well the results are in.. I am at a level 2 on the scale of 1-3 so it is moderate at this time. Which means that there are cancerous cells on my cervix. Surgery date is set for Jan 2 at 7:30. I know this sounds a little strange to most but I am ready for it. I have been fighting this for over 3 years now and I just want to put it behind me.  Hopefully the surgery goes well. I am a little scared knowing that I have problems with the bleeding situation and I don’t want to bleed to death… forsure.

As far as the weight loss goes I am really not sure. I haven’t been tracking it like I should and have been scared to get on the scale. Today is a new day and I hope to do better this week.  I went shopping and got some healthy food choices to have for the week and hopefully that will do the trick.. and keep me out of the candy from halloween. I have to admit, that has been a down fall this weekend. Not a good thing! 

Anyways sorry that I haven’t been on lately there has been alot going on and with all that comes alot of planning, and I like to have things mapped out in advance. Along with the issue that if something does happen to me I want things to work out for K so that has been an issue that I have tried to discuss with her father. We will see how things go but please keep me in your prayers

starve on, stay strong

xoxo

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Encouragement

29 10 2008

Thank you so much for the encouragement and understanding. However I was back down 2 of the pounds that I had gained this morning so that was a good start to this day. Overall I had put back on 8 pounds so I still have a long way to go. I am not tracking it so much but like you I am only eating when I am hungry and trying to make better choices and portion control. I must have tricked my body yesterday because I ate a McChicken and I know that wasn’t good for me. But I kept away from the fries and that is all I had til dinner at which I had a turkey burger for dinner. Nothing else, cal wise I have no idea where I stood but I felt like it was a good day. I haven’t been gettin in my water like I should and I know that if I would it would be better success. Oh well with everything going on I can only hope that what I am doing will be enough for now. By the way it got down to 27  here lastnight. So maybe I am burning so cals staying warm too. I did have to finally turn on a little heat for K though.  Best of luck to you and hang in there, it will get easier. It has to right?  I am proud of ya and thanks for the support. I will let ya know more when I do.

xoxo